Thursday, December 30, 2010

Tourani letters

Back in the days, my father had a book in his library titled "The letters of a father to his daughter" by the great Indian statesman Jawaharlal Nehru. I never read that book and I regret that deeply. I know now that he wrote about 30 letters to his then 10 year old daughter, Indira Gandhi teaching her about life and everything else. The idea of writing letters to my daughter from this early age i.e. 5 months old is per se very interesting and most tickling. However, my dear friend BT, who wrote a letter upon her birth developed this idea further and one email and a reminder in the PS after, he started a blog on these letters. The main drawback, in my opinion, is that not until you have taken long walks after a hyper exciting and controversial basketball match with him on the way home* or spent time with him in worn-out and dirty student dorms on basketball tournies, it is a bit difficult to FEEL these letters, I suppose only a handful of people are in that circle.


*The philosophical exchange of 'BS fiction' nature after the climax of a sparked game, in some cultures, can be regarded equal to joy of a fat J on summit after a long climb.

Friday, December 10, 2010

Re: Into the wild

I finally finished reading this book on the way to and from work on the bus. Like the other book by Krakauer, it is well written, well researched, rich in meaningful and deep quotes and very enjoyable book. Despite what I was thinking, the film still stands well as a good adaptation as far as the story of the boy is concerned. The book however includes a very detailed insight to the matter as well as many parallel and similar stories. I particularly enjoyed the story of the solo climb of the writer to one of the peaks in Alaska. I suppose one could roughly claim that the touching music and beautiful scenery in the movie are analogous to the interesting and thought awakening quotes in the book, something which I have to return and study again and again.

My original post on the subject can be found here.

Long necked deer

Once upon a time, in a far away land, there was a large savanna where many deers lived in. This place was so beautiful that no one had ever seen a more beautiful one. There were so many deers living there that no one had ever seen so many deers in one place, it was filled with green and sweet grass and there were so many water fountains that no deer was ever thirsty.

Every year, many deers were born in the herd and the herds grew larger and larger. One year, a young deer was born with a long neck. The news of this unusual birth was spread everywhere very quickly and groups of deers came to visit and mostly, they laughed at the long-necked young deer. The parent of long-necked deer were very sad but they couldn't do much about this. So they took their child and went away from the herd to find a quiet place to live so that their child will not be bothered anymore.

Times past and the young deer grew bigger and bigger and her neck grew longer and longer. When her parents noticed that she was old enough to take care of herself, they left her and went to join one of the large herds. The long-necked deer lived alone for a couple of days but then realized that living alone is very difficult so she decided to enter a large herd. A couple of big deers with long horns stopped her and the biggest of them came forward and asked, "What do you want here?" Long-necked deer said hello politely and said, "I have come to live with you guys." Before she had finished her sentence, all the deers laughed at her loudly. The long-necked deer became unhappy and thought to herself, "What a rude bunch of people! Probably all the deers in this herd are like these. I don't think I would like to live with them." So she continued and went to find another herd but it was the same story. When she asked them why they were laughing, the big deer said laughingly, "You want to live with us with that long neck?"
Long necked deer said, "Yes, may I?"
The big deer frowned and said, "We will never let you live with us because other deers will make fun of us and we will be embarrassed and be forced to move out of this place."
The long necked-deer said, "Which herd should I join in then? There are deers in every one of them and I can not live alone!"
The big deer said, "With that long neck, no one will ever let you in."
The long necked-deer said, "But I am a nice and kind deer, I will keep quiet and work even harder than everyone else."
The big deer got mad and while he was pointing his sharp and long horns toward her said, "We will never ever let you in our herd and if you come close to us one more time, we will hit you with our horns!"

The long-necked deer was very sad and left them while thinking, "There are many other herds, one of them will eventually accept me..." but she had no success. Everywhere she went, she got rejected and at the end, she went far away. So far that there was no other deer around and she settled by a small body of water. She was very lonely and there was no one to talk to but she had to put up with all these hardships. She never let go of the thought of living among other deers however.

Many years passed by and many deers were added to the herds and no one remembered the long-necked deer anymore until one year, there was no rain. Days passed without any rain. Fountains and pools became less, the grass turned yellow. After a few more days, all the water dried and the grass burned and yet, no rain. The deers were hungry and thirsty. At first, they thought that only one part has dried but the more they looked, the less they found food or water. Many of them died because of thirst or hunger and the large herds became smaller and smaller.

The deers were looking at the clear blue sky until one day, a very large and black piece of cloud showed up and since he was tired, he stayed there right above them and went to sleep. The deers were very happy to see the cloud but the cloud was tight asleep and no rain came. The deers gathered to see what should they do. The wisest of them all said, "We have to ask the cloud to give us the rain." Everyone accepted and then, the wisest deer turned to the cloud and said, "O dear cloud! Could I ask you to give us some rain since without it, we all are going to die from hunger and thirst." But the cloud was asleep and couldn't hear him. The deers screamed their request all together, the could was still sleeping. The deers looked if there were any hills or mountains which they could climb and make themselves heard, but there were any as the field was flat. The all got very sad because if the cloud would wake up, he would leave without giving any rain and everyone would have died. Suddenly, the oldest deer remembered the long-necked deer and said, "Do you remember the long-necked deer who wanted to live with us and we didn't let her?"
"Yes, we do. What can she do for us?" replied the deers.
"If we find her, she can talk to the cloud with her long neck." said the old deer. The deers were all happy and asked him to find the long-necked deer.

The old deer accepted and went on to find her. He went and went and before finding her, because he was too tired and too hungry, he passed out in one remote corner. When he woke up, he saw long-necked deer with some water and grass sitting beside him.

He was very surprised and asked, "Are there still any water or grass around here?"
The long-necked deer said, "Where you live, there are many deers and they eat up all the food and water. Since I live alone here, there is still little left for me." After eating his food and water, the old deer said, "It's true that we have not treated you kindly, but we need your help." The long-necked deer said, "I like you all and I am ready to help you but no one had ever asked for my help before."
"We need your help now." said the old deer and told her the story of the cloud and the drought.

The long-necked deer thought for a while and then stood up, turned to the cloud and shouted loudly, "O dear cloud! give us some rain please!" The cloud heard her and was awake. Looking to long-necked deer he asked, " Who are you and why did you wake me up?" The long-necked deer went closer and told him the story of her life.

When the cloud heard that no one let her into their herd and she has been forced to live alone, he felt sorry for her and cried. He stayed there for a couple of days and nights and cried. Instead of tears drops, big rain drops fell over the field. The fountains were again filled with water and green and sweet grass started to grow again. The deers were sorry for the way the had treated the long-necked deer and went to her and asked for forgiveness. She forgave them all and they all live happily ever after in the big beautiful field.


Story (in Persian) by Jamshid Sepahi
Drawings by Youta Azargin

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Lezaj*

After ca 10 months of laziness and mental battle, I convinced myself (read was forced!) to head to the gym and started work out at a gym just a walking distance away from my home. I had passed by there many times and from the look outside, I tell you it wasn't that pretty. When I went in and signed up, I realized that in this case, one could easily judge the book by its cover. In fact, it was much worse. A not-so-big worn out and crappy gym with old equipments and most notably, a revolting stench. It reminded me of Lezaj very much, a gym that I used to go very close to my home back in the days. They play very loud music which could be annoying at times. None of these, bothered me at all as opposed to my previous gym which was the most expensive one in town and I was very unhappy with. As a matter of fact, I kind of like it because:

1. It is Lezaj in every sense! So there is a sort of nostalgic touch to it.
2. It has all the basic equipments for all the fundamental exercises that I like to do.
3. Due to the vast macho/hardcore atmosphere governing the place, they play mostly heavy metal and rock music which is more than fine with me. Yesterday I was about to leave the place when Rammstein songs came up, I stayed a bit longer and add some abs!

All in all, I am quite happy to have left the state of sloth or sponge as we used to say, I just hope that consistency doesn't fade away.

*Lezaj is the name of a gym taken from "Quick and Flupke" series by Hergé. Just for the sake of nostalgia, I put one episode of them below, unfortunately I could not find the one with the gym.

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

A statement

After 2010-07-22, 21:07, every single second that I have not spent with her has been, is and will be a total waste and hence a complete loss. Sad thing is that these seconds will never ever be gained back.

- Myself

Monday, November 1, 2010

Back to the deep

With the start of the winter time, today is actually the first day that when I leave work, it is completely dark outside...and it is going to be a while before it gets bright by time I finish work. I feel like a fish who has come to the surface of the water for some light and now it's time to head back down to the depths of the ocean again.

Friday, October 29, 2010

3 months and a week

By 2100 tonight, it will be exactly 3 months and 1 week since my daughter was born. To be perfectly honest, I still find myself in a state of disbelief from time to time. Where did she come from? Who is she? How did she conquer me? Oh man, I love her so much and I have been enjoying every single second of being with her, I already miss her early days so bad, hell I already miss her yesterday so bad! She has been nothing short of THE BEST in every aspect. Sad and at the same time most joyful thing is that she is growing so fast right in from of my eyes, she has changed a lot from early days, the days that I wasn't myself and did everything by instinct without thinking or pausing for a second. That was one amazing experience and like I have said before, beyond words and inexplicable. I just want to sit and look at her endlessly, I wish I could freeze the time and enjoy her current age even more but that's impossible! she has been the sole bright light of the past low times. My wife and I can not be happier and we are very grateful for having such a wonderful gift with us. At this point, I am going from "most beautiful girl in the world" which per se is still valid to "The most beautiful thing in the world" which I strongly believe is an understatement.

Thursday, October 28, 2010

Apathetic

Yes, that's how I feel about this year's World Series. Why? Because:

1. I don't like the Giants closer Brian Wilson, I think he looks ridiculous in that stupid beard. I don't care if SF has made it there for the first time in history. The hell with them...very nice park though!

2. Former owners of Liverpool which pulled the club down to unprecedented levels as well as Mr. W himself were former owners of Texas Rangers, so sorry cowboys, no love from this guy to you!

Problem located!

Q. Why I don't write as often as I want to?
A. Because I don't read my own blog as much as I read others' blogs.

While I have failed to keep up with resolution 8 on the frequency of blogging, this Q&A calls for yet 2 more resolutions:

Resolution 10: Older posts have to be reviewed at least once a week.
Resolution 11: Posts should not stay in draft status more than a month.

I have to do a massive follow up on the resolutions and do some shake-up since I am way behind...not good, not good at all...consistency is the key goddamit!

Finally!

Well, we saw it all: horrible season, massive debts, loss after loss, getting kicked out of the cups, reaching a new low after low, and long court battle on the ownership which ended hopefully for the better. Finally my beloved Reds won 'a game' last weekend to relief of everyone and reduce the pressure off manager and many others involved. Also El nino or Ferri as I like to call him scored after a long drought. Now we just have to hope that 'we will be holding our head up high' and reach 'the golden sky'.
Keep the faith and "We'll never walk alone".

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Motorstorm

My brother was bugging me for quite some time to try this game, actually he was refering to Motorstorm II and I responded exactly like myself: reluctant to try anything new. ATT who was kind enough to lend me his game i.e. Motorstorm (and not II!) and I tried it and came back again exactly the way I am: I got hooked up pretty good. I guess the high speeding and high jumping and the dirt and dust as well as the close competition and racing on the edges and above all, a Grand Canyon landscape together with acceptable dose of rock music in the background, just cut it for me. It's pity that they haven't put more tracks like "Breed"; I would have been happy to see some from Linkin Park and bands in the similar genres. I think one of the success factors lies behind the fact that it has been developed by Sony and, man those Sony people know what's gaming about: the existence of PS3 itself is an obvious proof of that.
Now, while I am still not done with this one, I am really looking forward to get my hands on the II and many thanks to my master for this.

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Where were you

A gray Sunday morning, the streets are empty...man and woman are in the car, man is driving, he is about to be away for some time...after a while woman puts man's sun shades on to cover her tears...both are silent...man is talking to her in his head:" For every single drop of tear that you have EVER shed, I have cried a thousand times...a thousand times...and you never noticed it since I always cry on the inside..."

Music from the car's stereo:" Where were you when I was burned and broken...While the days slipped by from my window watching..."

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Pee-pipe stuff

Scene from the episode "The Wife" of season 5 of TV series Seinfeld.

[Setting: Jerry's apartment]

George: They could kick me out of the health club if he tells them!
Elaine: So what do you want me to do?
George: Talk to him!
Elaine: How can I do that?
George: You said the guy gave you an open-lipped kiss!
Elaine (enunciating clearly so George gets the point): yes, but he wiped his hand on the top of the bottle when I offered him water!
George: Well, that doesn't mean anything!
Elaine: Are you kidding? That's very significant! If he was interested in me, he'd want my germs!
He's just crave my germs!
Jerry (patiently): She's right, George. Bottle-wipe is big.
George: Well, what about the open-lipped kiss?
Jerry: Bottle-wipe supercedes it.
George: Yeah, you're right. Alright, maybe he's not interested, but you still know him - can't you just ask him?
Elaine: George...but if I ask him now, I will have no chance of going out with him.
George: Why?
Elaine: I...I don't know...
George: Aha... aha! could it be because you don't want him to know that you have a friend who pees in the shower, is that it?!
Elaine: No, that's not it!
George: Oh, I think it is! I think that's exactly what it is!
Elaine: Why couldn't you just wait?
George: I was there! I saw a drain!
Elaine: Since when is a drain a toilet?
George: IT'S ALL PIPES! What's the difference?!
Elaine: Different pipes go to different places! You're gonna mix'em up!
George: I'll call a plumber right now!
Jerry: Alright, can we just drop all the pee-pipe stuff here?
Elaine (to George): Okay! Okay! I will talk to him.

Friday, September 17, 2010

Final notes on the season and a sort of conclusion

Yeah, our season finished exactly 19 days ago and I am left with a slight emptiness even though, when looking back at the whole thing, lows can be found with much ease than highs. Anyway, I thought this would be good time to reflect and write down a few notes which may come handy later, a self evaluation if you will. So,

1. Throwing: Despite my higher ambitions early in the season, the same ol' problems are still there, mainly due to the fact that I never placed a consistent focus at the problem and try to solve it once and for all. In the practice sessions, given the limited time we had, we practiced on many things and we still ran short of time. Other than a warm-up catch ball and occasion infield-outfield drills, we didn't focus much on throwing and neither did I. The only thing that I noticed, which could easily be just random, is that in some days the throwing was better than my average. However these days were not numerous so still, there is a lot, and I mean A LOT of work has to be done. I hope that I will be able to put that on top of my agenda if there would be any sensible practices during winter. This inconsistency in throwing reminds me of my jump shots when I had very random and mostly low percentage jump shot and above all had no control of it for maybe 6 years or so until 'that day' that everything changed for the better. I must admit that I really focused and worked hard on that which yielded good results to a point that, I think, I was probably the only guy around whose jump shot was much better than his dribbling skills! Anyhow, I certainly hope that I'll be able to resolve this issue soon but you never know how long it's gonna take.

2. Fielding and stuff: I suppose I could sing the same song here but thanks to my own persistence and a little bit of practice I improved a bit on the fly balls despite the fact that I am still catching them in a wrong way i.e. one handed but it works OK unfortunately! so why complain much. Same applies with fielding ground balls but since I didn't practice on that equally as much, there are still A LOT of room for work.

3. Batting: I can not possibly emphasize more on how much work I have to put into that. I need more power, more coordination, more effectiveness, I need to hit line drives and what not, I need to face many live pitches, I need to do a lot! My performance in the farm team despite not getting the playing time that I think I deserved, was actually not so bad especially when I did a slight mental adjustment during a game and made a lot of hits. This was by far the highest point of the season and made me proud of myself for once at least. I guess you could argue that the performance of the pitchers in that division are not that good but still I give myself a lot of credit for hanging in there and making that shift for the better, it's not something that I do everyday!

4. Base running: I was picked a couple of times on the 1st, totally stupid. I need to run the bases with more aggression, more concentration and be able to read the plays better and faster. I need to get into shape for that and lose a couple of kilos first.

5. Mental: It would have been an understatement if I just go ahead and say that my head was just preoccupied during the season. There were many things going on, both related and unrelated to baseball. As far as baseball is concerned, I guess I can name 3 essential factors that gave me the most discomfort and hence resulted in unbalanced state of mind at times: a) the 'burden' of being benched: this was felt to an extent that I 'deserted' some games just to skip dealing with this, I really have to come into terms with it one way or another, b) the general lack of self-confidence leading me not to take the opportunities instead of welcoming them and c) the lack of close relationship with other teammates: this is something which has been there almost from beginning and I really don't have a remedy for that. I even tried to take a long trip to South in hopes of that spending more time with them during a journey would make us a bit closer and I took part in the team's party where most get drunk and supposedly more 'open' but I can confirm that not much has changed on that front. I did all these as I had a new born baby at home and leaving her with her mom was on my conscience all the time. There were also times that I felt that I had to specifically ask the coach for playing time and do certain things according to what I believed was right e.g. not wasting time during practice chatting and etc. Since I am not used to these uncomfortable circumstances and, I was left with a stark inner paradox which was not very pleasant to say the least.


All in all, I think I did gain some good experience for better or worse and if I am smart enough, I will be able to use these in the next season. But first, I have to work my butt off...

Saturday, August 28, 2010

High speed climbing Mount X in autobahn

Playlist VIII.

Part I by Rammstein

1. "Keine Lust"
2. "Eifersucht"
3. "Moskau"
4. "Du Hast"
5. "Sehnsucht"

Part II by Prodigy

6. "Smak my bitch up"
7. "Breathe"
8. "Funky Shit"
9. "Firestarter"
10. "Voodoo People"

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Paradox

Every time I feel like writing, I am not here.
Every time I am here, I don't feel like writing.

Thursday, August 19, 2010

On España: Part II

Yo soy Español, Español, Español!" As a whistle in Johannesburg ended the final match of the 2010 World Cup, 5,000 miles away, an entire country burst into song. From the shirtless kids taking a celebratory jump into Madrid's Cibeles fountain to the couples draped in Spanish flags dancing their way down Barcelona's famous Ramblas, all of Spain, it seemed, was chanting the same joyful lyrics. But perhaps no one sang with more fervor than Mahbubul Alam. Watching the game through the window of a café in Madrid's Lavapiés neighborhood, his entire body shook as he belted out the words everyone was singing: "I am Spanish, Spanish, Spanish!" The fact that Alam is Bangladeshi hardly seemed to matter.

Every World Cup has its stories, but this year's competition was especially ripe with overarching narratives. From the romantic (in a live, postgame interview, ecstatic goalie Iker Casillas planted a kiss on the shocked reporter who — sigh! — just happened to be his girlfriend) to the financial (the win, promised several newspapers, would bring a boost to the foundering economy), Spain's 2010 World Cup was about so much more than goals and penalties. It was about identity — what it means to belong to the new Spain.

Take, for example, the spectacular rise of Spanish athletes. When Andrés Iniesta took the shot, deep in overtime, that would be the final's only goal, he brought to an end an 80-year drought that had left Spain, despite its undeniable talent, without even a World Cup semifinal to its name. Throw in Formula One star Fernando Alonso, a handful of basketball players who, when they're not tearing up the court individually for the Memphis Grizzlies or the L.A. Lakers, are together winning the European championship, and a tennis player you may have heard of named Rafael Nadal, and suddenly the country is an athletic powerhouse. "Thirty years ago our footballers would play in alpargatas [flat-soled espadrilles] on dirt fields," says Roberto Palomar, editor of the sports daily Marca. But when dictator Francisco Franco died in 1975, the democracy that followed brought in a Socialist-led government that created state subsidies and built the infrastructure necessary to raise a generation of serious athletes. "Today, there's a multimillion-euro athletic center in every town, and they all have AstroTurf," says Palomar.

Spain's World Cup win also tells a compelling tale about nationalism. In a country where the provinces of Catalonia and the Basque country, each with its own language and heritage, strive for ever greater autonomy from the central government in Madrid, soccer has long been an arena for symbolic politics. The vicious rivalry between Barça and Real Madrid derives in large part from the fact that support for the Barcelona team was one of the few means that Catalans had during the 40 years of Franco's dictatorship to express their regional identity (Franco was a big Madrid fan). Many Catalans, who dream of one day fielding their own team at the World Cup, have been loath to support any team bearing the name of Spain.

But this year was different. The national team included seven Barça members and, by promoting itself as La Furia Roja (the Red Fury), garnered a broader embrace than it normally might have. "If you feel your nation isn't Spain ... calling them La [Furia] Roja lets you still feel passion for the team," says Barcelona-based communications consultant Antoni Gutiérrez-Rubí. "Their uniform was a single color, but it held a variety of shades."

That doesn't mean football eradicated the country's regional tensions. The day before the final, Barcelona held a massive demonstration to protest the Spanish constitutional court's decision that the Catalonia region, although entitled to an extensive degree of autonomy, did not have the legal right to call itself a nation. But the following night some 75,000 Catalans turned up to watch the game on a giant screen that the municipal government, for the first time in its history, had erected outdoors. "I marched at the head of the procession on Saturday and then went home on Sunday to watch the game with my family," says Barcelona mayor Jordi Hereu. "You can do both."

The soccer-driven sense of togetherness didn't stop with the Catalans. In Lavapiés, one of Madrid's most ethnically diverse neighborhoods, Chinese wholesale shops press up against Moroccan butchers, and Peruvian women in long black skirts buy fruit from Senegalese grocers — all the result of a massive wave of immigration that has, in recent years, raised the percentage of Spain's foreign-born residents to 11% of the total population. On the night of July 11, however, the neighborhood was a sea of homogeneity — one red shirt after another. José Romero, an immigrant from Ecuador, had even painted his black-and-white dog Spot with the Spanish colors for the occasion.

Seated outside with friends, Azhar Abbas, from Pakistan, was ecstatic before the game even began. With a red-and-yellow scarf tied around his neck and a Spanish flag emerging from his collar, he was sure Spain would win because it was such a good country. "It's not like Germany or Italy, where there's discrimination," he said. "Here there's no difference between Spaniards and foreigners." And just in case ethnic tolerance wasn't enough to guarantee victory, he added, "I went to the mosque today and prayed for Fernando Torres."

They were praying, too, at the Baobab, an African restaurant up the street, when Casillas blocked Arjen Robben's shot. Glued to the restaurant's television set, a group of Bangladeshis, one Chinese woman, a couple of native Spaniards and a half-dozen red-shirted Senegalese screamed in outrage when Nigel de Jong's foot connected with Xabi Alonso's chest. In unison, albeit in several different accents, they shouted obscenities at the referee.

The scene was much the same at Hasan Keyf's doner kebab restaurant around the corner. At one point during the evening, the 20 young Moroccan men sipping Fantas at tables draped in Spanish flags broke spontaneously into a chorus of "Viva España." "They're gods of the game," said Mohammed Dauud, referring to the Spanish team. The 22-year-old immigrated by himself to Spain from Morocco when he was just 12, and the intervening years, he said, explain his loyalty to the Spanish team: "This is where I live, who I am now. Of course, Spain is going to be my team." Asked if, by that logic, he supported Real Madrid, Dauud shook his head. "Are you crazy?" he asked. "I'm a Barça fan."


The original article from Time.com can be found here.

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

MJK

This is tribute to the fine memories of friendship and great music in Lowland festival 2007 which was held exactly 3 years ago.



"You are the light and way that they will only read about..."

Saturday, August 14, 2010

RE--SPECT!

Resolution 9. It is of utmost importance that one respects the place and the role of the others involved, precisely in the same manner that one requires to be respected. This rule is valid for any game, the most significant one being the game of life.


"So in the end
I want to see some respect
(I said)
You better show some respect
(I said)
Attitude and respect..."

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

On Barcelona: Part I

Preface: I had the intention of writing a piece based on my visit in Barcelona a couple of month ago when I ran into the following article on Time.com and I found it very much coherent with my own findings. It's a bit overdue since it should have been read just before the WC (and its sequel just after the WC) but since both parts are interesting reads anyhow, I put them here nevertheless.

Forty-five million Spaniards drew a collective breath at the news on May 2 that Xavi, the playmaking genius of FC Barcelona, was carrying an injury that might prevent him from playing in South Africa this summer for Spain's national team. His club coach said Xavi, 30, had a 3-cm rip just above his left calf muscle; if aggravated, the tear would require surgery, ruling him out of the World Cup. But with the Spanish league in its final stretch and Barça needing victories to stay ahead of archrival Real Madrid, Xavi opted to keep playing. "He is committed to this club," coach Pep Guardiola said at a press conference. "He is an example for everyone."

Not everyone was pleased by Xavi's devotion to his club. "I thought to myself, We don't need him to be an example. We just need him to be fit for South Africa," says Sergio Soto, a pharmacist's assistant in Madrid. "Because without Xavi, our World Cup dream is finished."

Spain had to wait a nerve-racking week before it could breathe easy. Xavi (few fans know his full name: Xavier Hernández i Creus) played his last game of the season for his club on May 8 and emerged without further injury. Speaking to TIME shortly afterward at Barça's training complex outside the city, Xavi says his countrymen needn't have been on tenterhooks. "I know my own body," he says. "People all over Spain were worried, but I'm all right."

It's not unusual for soccer-crazed nations to get exercised over the well-being of their star players — all of England winced at Wayne Rooney's groin strain, and Germany felt the pain of the egregious tackle that ended Michael Ballack's Cup hopes. But Spain's agonizing over Xavi tells a deeper story, one of soccer rising above politics and bridging ancient divides.

Xavi is from Catalonia, the northeastern province washed by the Mediterranean that historically has had an uneasy relationship with the rest of Spain. Many Catalans see themselves as a separate nation and dream of independence. They speak their own language, Catalan, which sounds to the untrained ear like an admixture of Spanish, French and Portuguese. And like their Basque neighbors, they have a culture and history that have been often at odds with those of other regions of Spain. During the Franco dictatorship, authorities in Madrid sought to stamp out the Catalan identity, often by bloody force. The dictator favored Real Madrid, sowing the seeds for one of soccer's most bitter rivalries.

In turn, many Spaniards have long regarded Catalans with distrust. In soccer, that translates into a frostiness toward Catalan players, a suspicion that they don't play for the national colors with the same enthusiasm as they do for FC Barcelona, a club so closely linked to the Catalan identity that its crest includes the Catalan flag. Barça's slogan, "Més que un club" (More than a club), hints at its political role. Some Spaniards blame generations of Catalan players for the fact that the national team has never won the World Cup despite fielding world-beating talent every four years. During the 2006 Cup, Spain flamed out to France even before the quarterfinals.

And yet in South Africa this year, the hopes of the Spanish national team — known as La Furia Roja, or the Red Fury — rest on a group of Catalan players: Xavi, Cesc Fabregas and Sergio Busquets in midfield and Carles Puyol and Gerard Piqué in defense. (Goaltender Victor Valdés is also on the squad bound for South Africa, along with three non-Catalan players from Barça: Andrés Iniesta, Pedro Rodríguez and the club's latest signing, David Villa.) The Catalan contingent, products of Barça's vaunted youth system, has helped the national team sweep all before it in the past four years, becoming European champions and flying up the FIFA national rankings from 12th to first, before being overtaken by Brazil. Now, thanks to the Catalan stars, La Furia Roja will travel to South Africa as favorites to win the tournament. "Catalan players do their best in the national team, and we are proving that," says Piqué, 23.

In that time span, Barça has won three Spanish league titles and two European championships. "This is Catalonia's golden generation of players," says Marc Ingla, a former marketing chief at Barça and a candidate for the club's presidency in elections this month. "Both the club and the country have benefited from these riches."

For the players, the distinction is unimportant. "A footballer doesn't understand politics. What he wants to do is win," says Xavi. Says Piqué: "As a player, your dream is to play in the national shirt and defend it against the world."

But Xavi and company can't expect all their fellow Catalans to see it that way. For some Barça fans, the only "national" team is a collection of Catalan all-stars that plays occasional exhibition games in the region's colors. "One day we will send a Catalan team to the World Cup," says Xavier, a university student who refused to give his last name. "Until that day, that tournament means nothing to me."

That sentiment is shared by the club's top official. Joan Laporta's highly successful seven-year presidency at Barça ends this month. He and Ingla have done more to turn the club into an international soccer powerhouse, with an annual budget in excess of $500 million and hundreds of millions of fans around the globe. "Barça belongs to the world," says Laporta. "Barça is Japanese, it's African, it's American." But is it Spanish? Laporta pauses for thought, then shrugs. "I have no emotion for the [Spanish] national team," he says. "It doesn't matter if six of my players are in it." Some divides not even soccer can bridge.


The original article can be read here.

Sunday, August 8, 2010

1300 Km for playing ball

It has been a while since I have been taunted by the question of why do I like baseball. I have been banging my head ever since trying to find a concrete answer with little success so far. I just know for sure that , at least for the time being, I enjoy very much doing it despite all the 'strange' sides of the game. Ideally, I would like to interview a bunch of people e.g. the guys at our team, and based on all the collected answers be able to answer this question.

This is not a direct answer to the question but it does shed some light into this: This Friday-Saturday, I traveled about 1300 kilometers just to play a double header which turned out to be 2 games of just 5 innings, leaving all my old and new attachments behind at home. I guess if I had traveled the same distance vertically I would have exited the atmosphere! We spent almost 16 hours in the car to play roughly 4-5 hours. If I step outside from myself and look at this, I can easily see that this does not fit with any logic whatsoever.

Yet, the question remains unanswered...

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

A dear friend wrote to me

اردشیر عزیزم
به شدت و خیلی به طرز خفنی از شنیدن خبر و دیدن عکس این موجود کوچک و نارنین خوشحال شدم. ان شاء الله که چشم بنده کف پای بانو کلاریس! حتما کار خوبی کرده اید که چنین گنجشک لطیفی نصیبتان شده چون شاعر می فرماید تو نیکی می کن و در دجله انداز، که ایزد در بیابانت دهد باز. این همان است که ایزد باز داده. می دانم که شما و خانواده به واسطه خبط سهم داشتن در تالیف قانون اساسی جمهوری اسلامی هر روز بر پشت دست می زنید و افسوس می خورید و آه می کشید، اما به دنیا آمدن همین طفل زیبا نشان از آن دارد که ظاهرا نیت همان کار هم خیر بوده و البته که نیت بر هر چیزی مقدم است.
امیدوارم که طبق سنت ذکری چیزی در گوش بچه نگفته باشید؛ اگر خواستید بگویید به نیابت از بنده دو سه خطی ژیژک (همان Zizek خودمان) برایش بخوانید برای آتیه اش خوب است. فقط زنهار می دهم که مبادا چامسکی بخوانید ها! بچه چپی می شود، از فردا راه می افتد در کوچه و خیابان می خواهد در هر اعتصاب و راهپیمایی کارگری شرکت کند یا اینکه برود سوار کشتی های کمک رسانی به غزه بشود، حالا بیا و درستش کن. کشتی هم که هزار ماشاء الله کم نیست در این دوره و زمانه، سوار کدام کشتی بشود فقط خدا می داند.
بدینوسیله به شما و بانو (که وجودشان تا پیش از این کاغذی که مرقوم فرموده بودید بر ما پوشیده مانده بود) تبریک می گوییم (خودمان یک نفری) و آرزوی صحت و عافیت برای هر سه شما، نوگلان باغ نبوت. باشد که این دختر ژان دارکی چیزی بشود و قومی را از عذاب نجات دهد. نگران این که "کدام قوم؟" هم نباشید؛ الحمدلله چیزی که در این دنیا زیاد است، قوم در عذاب.
من باب تاکید و محض اطمینان عرض می کنم که اصلا این کتب ضاله چامسکی و امثالهم را اصلا منتقل کنید به پستو. دم دست بچه هم نباشند بهتر است؛ باعث فساد می شوند. اصلا چرا برویم سراغ فرنگی؟ یک جلد دایی جان ناپلئون و یک جلد هم "چنین کنند بزرگان" نجف خان دریابندری بالای سر بچه باشد، ان شاء الله که آسیبی به ذهنیاتش وارد نمی شود.
زیاده گویی کردم، ببخشید.
روی ماهت را می بوسم از دور، کلاریس و بانو را سلام برسان.
به امید دیدار
محمد تقی خان پسیان
سوم حوت سنه 1289 شمسی

Monday, July 26, 2010

Clarice

After about 9 months of impatient wait, my little daughter was born on July the 22nd at 21:09. I really don't know how to explain my feelings as all has been mixed up to large extent. All I know is that I was drained emotionally during the labor which took some difficult time but that has been transformed to exuberant joy and astonishment. I really don't know what has happened and where does it come from but I feel an immense and unheard of amount love for this little one and that is somehow uncanny! Feels like the 'love' switch was turned on all of a sudden and it will never ever be turned off again. Finally, I have to say that I will bow humbly to my wife for not only doing a fantastic and beyond-imagination job but also for giving me this amazing gift and above all, the gift of never ending love. Words can't possibly express my gratitude to her.

Here's a song for my precious one:
Lyrics by Prince

"Could you be the most beautiful girl in the world?
It's plain to see you're the reason that God made a girl

When the day turns into the last day of all time
I can say I hope you are in these arms of mine
And when the night falls before that day I will cry
I will cry tears of joy cuz after you all one can do is die

Could you be the most beautiful girl in the world?
Could you be?
It's plain to see you're the reason that God made a girl
Oh, yes you are

How can I get through days when I can't get through hours?
I can try but when I do I see you and I'm devoured, oh yes
Who'd allow, who'd allow a face to be soft as a flower?
I could bow (bow down) and feel proud in the light of this power
Oh yes, oh

Could you be the most beautiful girl in the world?
Could you be?
It's plain to see you're the reason that God made a girl
Oh, yes you are

And if the stars ever fell one by one from the sky
I know Mars could not be, uh, too far behind
Cuz baby, this kind of beauty has got no reason to ever be shy
Cuz honey, this kind of beauty is the kind that comes from inside

Could you be the most beautiful girl in the world?
So beautiful, beautiful
It's plain to see you're the reason that God made a girl"

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Last push

"I know there's something going on
I know there's something going on
I know it won't be long
Won't be long before you're [come]

There's something going on
There's something going on..."

Monday, July 19, 2010

Final notes on WC

Now that the WC hype has settled for about a week, while some are facing the post cup depression possibly due to heartbreak failures, one can look back and review the event more sensibly. Inspired by SI writers, here are my high and lows of this cup:

1. SA scoring an amazing goal in the opener and adds even more hype to the already popular "Bafana Bafana", a eye dazzling start for world cup and the goals to come.

2. Jabulani ball made by Adidas and all the keeper gaffs, the most notable one by Robert Green who handled the draw to US and put England team in more turmoil. Fifa (Blatter?) pigheadedly stuck with the highly criticized ball (simply due to hefty mafiosi deals between Adidas and FIFA according to me!) and created more controversy for the authorities.

3. The annoying, never ending sounds of vuvuzelas.

4. Switzerland upsets the European and would be champions in the opener.

5. Maradona show on the side line was quite a sight.

6. Portugal pours 7-0 on North Korea, I felt really sorry for all the Koreans who watched this game live on TV, one of a few games that were broadcast live in the history of that nation.

7. France: Disgrace and controversy all the way.

8. USA goal wrongly disallowed as they were on their way to become the first team ever to come from 2-0 behind.

9. New Zealand does not lose for the fist time ever.

10. US advances dramatically in the injury time.

11. Defending champions Italy crash out with 2 draws and one loss.

12. England denied an obvious goal in crucial match vs. Germany which could have impacted the flow of the knock-out stage encounter.

13. Argentina scores an offside goal vs. Mexico.

14. Brazil goes down in quarters vs. Netherlands while leading the first half by 1-0.

15. Ghana were handed a penalty at the last minute of extra time as Suarez stopped the ball on the line with his hands. Ghana misses the penalty and they crash out in the shoot-out, drowning the hopes of a continent.

16. Germany thrashes Argentina 4-0 at quarterfinals, Saint Diego just watched the game with his arms crossed and his face frowned.

17. Uruguay lose 2-3 in the battle for the 3rd place to Germany, Forlan's spot kick hits the cross bar in the last seconds of the game.

17. Yet another all European final.

18. The Dutch, the only team to have won all its games, put on a massive display of acting throughout the tournament.

19. Andres Iniesta scores with 4 minutes left in extra time and Spain became the champions for the first time ever.

20. On a personal note: I watched a couple of reportages from SA which aim to show the other sides of the country while all the focus has been shifted to the football event. In one of them, the reporter went to an orphanage outside Johannesburg. There were many lively African kids in there from different ages, some were very young and some interviews were conducted with the people in charge of that place and some children as well. A 4 year old boy was interviewed and he spoke for a few minutes on his love of football and etc. He was beautiful, loving and innocent with no parents and presumably no future. He stole my heart badly and I deeply wished, from bottom of my heart, that I could take him into my custody and be his father. Not because I felt sorry for him and many others who were there and I want to patronize them. No, I just fell in love with that boy...pure! That boy's name was 'Prince'.

Friday, July 16, 2010

Spain: 2010 FIFA World Cup Champoins

The exciting final took place last Sunday and Spain deservedly became the champion for the first time...just one of a few occasions that football proved to be fair game. Once again, I leave to the words of my favorite experts on the final:

Alan Hansen
BBC pundit on Match of the Day
Anyone with the best interests of football at heart would have been overjoyed to see Spain beat the Netherlands to lift the World Cup.

Alan Shearer
Former England striker on Match of the Day
Not only were Spain easily the best team on the night, but they were also without question the best team in the entire World Cup.

Lee Dixon
Former England defender on Match of the Day
You have to put a performance on at this stage in the tournament but it was probably the worst defensive team performance I've seen. Quite frankly we were awful and we got ripped to pieces.

Graham Taylor
Former England manager on BBC Radio 5 live
Right from the start there was only one team who really wanted to win this match and that was Spain. So their victory over the Netherlands was a victory for football.

Mike Ingham
BBC chief football correspondent
The good news is that Spain are the champions and worthy champions, but the bad news is the biggest match in the world was soiled and stained and betrayed by the Netherlands.

Clarence Seedorf
Former Netherlands international on Match of the Day
I'm bitterly disappointed for the Netherlands but, based on the 30 minutes of extra time, Spain were the worthy winners.

Chris Waddle

Former England winger on BBC Radio 5 live
You associate beautiful football with the Netherlands and that was the first time I have ever seen them play like that.

Monday, July 5, 2010

Welcome Roy!

I'd like to take this opportunity to welcome our new LFC manager Mr. Roy Hodgson who deservedly became the manager of the year after earning the respect of the likes of Alex Ferguson and Arsene Wenger. I leave it to the extract from Phil McNulty's blog on this:

Hodgson perfect for Liverpool

As Roy Hodgson attempted to give his nomadic career new direction with a spell in the United Arab Emirates earlier this decade, the notion of Liverpool and England fighting for his services seemed a distant prospect. And yet, while Liverpool close in on Hodgson as Rafael Benitez's successor and the Football Association debates Fabio Capello's future as England coach, the 62-year-old Londoner has emerged as the prime candidate for two of the biggest posts in football.

Hodgson, barring a late FA intervention, is expected to be confirmed as Liverpool boss in the next 48 hours, mainly as a result of his outstanding work at Fulham, where a rescue from relegation months after his appointments in December 2007 was followed by a dream run to last season's Europa League final. Fulham's defeat by Atletico Madrid looks to have been his farewell to the banks of the Thames as he now prepares to move to Merseyside.

And while Hodgson's arrival may get a muted response in some quarters, Liverpool's current reality makes him the perfect appointment. There may be disquiet among some Liverpoopl fans that the romantic option of Kenny Dalglish's return has not been explored, particularly after one of Anfield's iconic figures made it clear he wanted to resume the job he left in 1991.

Hodgson and Dalglish have been friends from the days when Liverpool used to warm up for title-winning campaigns by playing Hodgson's Malmö side in Sweden, so the suggestion the Scot will sulk in the background as some laign influence after missing out is unlikely.

It has been a long road from Carshalton Athletic to Anfield for Hodgson, taking in Sweden, Switzerland, Italy, Denmark, Norway, Finland and the UAE - plus a spell at Blackburn Rovers - before reviving Fulham. He may not be the stellar name many on the Kop will have wanted when Benitez ended his six-year reign earlier in June, but Liverpool's reduced circumstances call for the sort of common sense management Hodgson can apply. The Reds can offer any manager a rich history but what they cannot put on the table is Champions League football or vast riches to rebuild a troubled team. The idea someone of Jose Mourinho's status may have been tempted to Liverpool originated in dreamland, even before the former Chelsea manager won the Champions League at Inter Milan and moved to Real Madrid.

Boring as it might sound to some, Liverpool need a pair of safe hands that will restore dignity and credibility to Anfield after times of turbulence on and off the field.

Hodgson is a deep thinker about football and other things besides, as an avid reader of Milan Kundera, John Updike and Philip Roth. Liverpool will hope he can apply the intelligence gleaned throughout a long career to rebuild one of the fallen giants of the game. A close study of his work at Craven Cottage confirms he fulfils all requirements at Liverpool.

There are other facets of Hodgson's character that will have appealed to Liverpool's power brokers as they drew up their shortlist. If he had any difficulties behind the scenes with Fulham's flamboyant chairman Mohamed Al-Fayed, he never chose to air them in public. In contrast, Benitez's tiresome politicking added to Anfield's instability at a time when there was more than enough to go around.

Hodgson will arrive at a delicate period for Liverpool, with the search for new owners ongoing and yet to bear fruit, leaving the dysfunctional tenure of Tom Hicks and George Gillett still in place. As someone with vast experience, Hodgson will know the obstacles that may await him at Anfield but his measured approach will suit the situation. And, crucially in Liverpool's financial state, Hodgson has shown a sure touch when working the markets without the aid of a plentiful budget and without complaint.

He mastered the art of renewing careers at Fulham, with Murphy, Damien Duff, Zoltan Gera and Bobby Zamora prime examples. Hodgson's eye for a bargain enabled him to sign Brede Hangeland relatively cheaply and turn him into one of the most coveted defenders in the Premier League.

Hodgson consoles his players after Fulham's defeat by  Atletico Madrid in the Europa League final

Hodgson consoles his players after Fulham's defeat in the Europa League final. Photo: Getty

He has earned huge respect - and not only from those inside football. When Fulham beat Hamburg to reach the Europa League final, his arrival at his after-match press conference was greeted with the rare accolade of spontaneous applause from assembled journalists, such was the scale of his achievement. And Liverpool will embrace Hodgson's ability to do his job without fuss and fanfare, just like old times at Anfield.

One of my abiding memories of last season was watching Hodgson stroll across Craven Cottage with his hand in his pocket as the old place went crazy after the victory over Hamburg. He navigated his way through the throng of players, celebrating or otherwise, lying on the turf, stopping only to console Hamburg's stars on his way off. He will work with a small backroom staff, which Liverpool's hierarchy will find a refreshing change from the entire community that appeared to have been assembled by Benitez in his latter days at Anfield.

When Hodgson is appointed, he will need to work quickly to make changes to his squad. Fernando Torres and Steven Gerard are seen as easy targets, with Liverpool lacking in financial resources and the appeal of the Champions League. Persuading them to stay will be top of his list of priorities - or, if not, ensuring the best deal is done to allow him to fashion a new-look team to prepare for life without them.

Liverpool's hierarchy have been lampooned with relish amid their recent traumas but they have restored a measure of their tattered reputation with the swiftness of Benitez's departure and the good sense shown by installing Hodgson.

It ranks alongside Inter Milan as the biggest job in Hodgson's career - but his work at Fulham alone suggests he is up to the task.

Friday, July 2, 2010

With you I shall leave

"Con te partirò
Paesi che non ho mai
veduto e vissuto con te,
adesso sì li vivrò.
Con te partirò
su navi per mari
che, io lo so,
no, no, non esistono più..."


Words by Lucio Quarantotto.

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

An iconic scene

Source: swipelife.com: Inappropriate Golden Books: Movies R, Fun by Josh Cooley

ASNF

Carl Brashear was poor, underprivileged black farmer boy in South and had no future prospect. When he reached the required age, his father made him to join the army so that he can build a better, secure and successful life as he himself didn't obviously make it by sharecropping in the highly segregated and racially biased society of that time. He urged him to leave and never come back to the place that he was born and raised, making sure that his son's past to be forgotten for good. However, as one last token of memory, he gave him a hand made radio that he made using very primitive and basic parts. He carved on the bottom of the radio"ASNF" meaning: "A son never forgets."*

I was forced to make a choice a few days ago; something that some close ones were asking me to do and my heart was against it. In the end, I followed my heart and I think it felt...well, not so bad and that was very sad.

A son will never forget, he will never forget the things that were done for him and damn right will he ever forget the things that were not done for him...never!

ASNF indeed!

* Storyline from the movie "Men of Honor".

Monday, June 28, 2010

Rule no more!

England (my favorite team) was kicked out of first knockout stage of WC to the hands of their arch rivals Germany with the worst performance ever in world cup. Instead of going to headlines of junk tabloid which some find comfort in, I just leave it to the words of BBC experts below:

Alan Hansen
BBC pundit on Match of the Day
The debate will rage on about the Frank Lampard goal but I cannot believe how bad England were. Against Algeria they were abysmal but today they were four levels below that.

Alan Shearer
Former England striker on Match of the Day
We said they improved in the last game and needed to improve again to go through but they didn't get anywhere near it. They were hopeless from start to finish.

Lee Dixon
Former England defender on Match of the Day
You have to put a performance on at this stage in the tournament but it was probably the worst defensive team performance I've seen. Quite frankly we were awful and we got ripped to pieces.

Graham Taylor
Former England manager on BBC Radio 5 live
Lampard's was a goal, it would have made it 2-2 and who knows how the game would have transpired but that is not the point. We have lost 4-1 and been easily beaten.

Chris Waddle

Former England winger on BBC Radio 5 live
The FA sit on their backsides and do nothing tournament after tournament after tournament. Why don't they listen? Why don't they look at other countries and ask 'how do they keep producing talent?'

More on that can be found here. For me, I suppose it is now Argentina and Saint Maradona all the way.

C.

According to the calculations, in a matter of 30 days or so, she will be here. I would be very very happy and my life will be changed in profound way from that moment on.

Getting impatient now...

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

An analysis of WC 2010 after first 2 rounds: Part II

Group E
17. Netherlands: Not so strong management from the sidelines but the squad has good quality nonetheless. If they keep the pace, they are very dangerous. The oranges have shown abrupt meltdowns in the past and I don't see this WC could be any different in that sense for them.

18. Japan: Quite similar to their Asian rivals, they have proved themselves to be serious opponents and have good chances of qualifying from group stage. Just like South Korea, the fatigue over their fragile bodies could take over their speed deeper in the tournament and mark their exit.

19. Denmark: They bounced back from the first loss to the Netherlands and beat Cameroon and are hopeful of qualifying to the next round. At times, they show flashes of good football but I have hard time seeing them deep in the tournament. Like their northern neighbors Sweden, they lack a certain glow and will tend to settle for the less come facing a major powerhouse.

20. Cameroon: Yet another major African disappointment like Nigeria except for the fact that their manager is not much to blame rather quite suitable for the job given time and patience. I suppose relying too much on Eto'o and losing first tow games doesn't leave much to say for the departure of the "Indomitable Lions".

Group F
21. Paraguay: No comments on them.

22. Italy: The reigning champions (a title that they did not deserve to win in my opinion) are nothing but miserable. They face an aging squad and lack quality players, just former great players wearing Azzurri. They are my least favorite team but I'm sure they will end up not as disappointing as they look. They may manage to pull things off somehow with the least attractive football ever displayed.

23. New Zealand: They are just happy to be at the world stage for the first time ever, happier to score their first ever WC goal and so on. No surprises, no real threat, just happy to have been there...once at least!

24. Slovakia: No comments again. I would have been much happier to have seen Croatia in their place to create some action at least.

Group G
25. Brazil: One the strong favorites to win according to many with star packed and quality players on the pitch. They have not been that impressive though but the quality is still there and can do massive damage. Their weakest point seems to be the bench as they don't seem to have the same quality substitutes. They will get to semis definitely one way or another.

26. Portugal: Disappointing in the first match with Ivory but then they thrashed North Korea 7-0! Seems like they are en route to finding their form back but it still remains to be seen.

27. Ivory Coast: Yes, again another major disappointment for Africa. They rely too much on Drogba who is not a creator (when he is locked) rather of a user of opportunities provided for him, something that the team has failed to do so because it is easily read by the opponents. A similar story as Nigeria with a (this time only a highly overrated) unsuccessful Swedish manager who not only doesn't click well with the chemistry of Les Éléphants, but has poor abilities to inspire and fire up a squad of their caliber.

28. North Korea: After losing decently to Brazil 1-2 in the opener, they were humiliated by Portugal in the second game putting the dignity of the Asian football in serious danger. I felt sorry for their nation anyway when I heard that the game against Portugal was among a few football games that were shown live in that dictator country.

Group F
29. Chile: pretty much like Uruguay and possibly Paraguay, a hard working team with occasional flashes of brilliancy. Qualified to the next round by winning first 2 games and how they will do next is just a mystery.

30. Spain: The reigning European champions and favorites to win the cup were really disaapointing theier first loss to Switzerland but pulled themsleves together in the 2nd game against Honduras, a not so convincing win which was voiced by their vet manager Del bosque. They are yet to prove themselves and El nino and many others have not started yet.

31. Switzerland: Shocked everyone by beating Spain but they lost to Chile. They have enjoyed a series of unheard football success in different stages and tournaments but they are still underestimated and hopeful of qualifying. Their savvy manager Hitzfeld knows his job well and can surprise opponent with some relatively unknown players.

32. Honduras: A weak American team which should be replaced by Colombia or something to make the competition more exciting.


Pooooofffff, that was as easy as I thought. Now, off to the last group games.

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

An analysis of WC 2010 after first 2 rounds: Part I

This year for the WC in South Africa, I resisted the urge of entering predicting games and took the low road of tight a-- conservative approach meaning I waited for all the teams to play their first 2 games in the group stage and now I am going to release my analysis, hopefully I will have enough consistency to continue my analysis as knock-out stages unfold. One last thing: I think there is much more than WC and football in SA now, the other or rather darker sides of SA are yet to be touched and talked about...I'll see how much I can accomplish on that.

Group A
1. Uruguay: Drew with France in the opener and thrashed the hosts in the 2nd game. A very good and solid all-around team but one player stands out big (as it was expected): Forlan...Forlan...Forlan! Hell, I would have loved to see him pair up with El nino in LFC, he had a massive form during Atletico's run in Europa cup too.

2. Mexico: A lot of young faces mixed with some vets. They had a great night at the expense of Les Bleus the other night: very strong, a lot of running and much hunger but I suppose, they will clutch when facing big powerhouses from further south. They do have an element of surprise though, I guess they have really pulled themselves together after sacking the highly overrated Swedish manager Sven-Göran Eriksson.

3. France: Probably the biggest disappointment of the cup. Les Bleus are aging, don't have an inspiring leader on and off the pitch and lots are happening on the scandals front. None of the players have lived up to the expectations, their manager is too passive and not functioning, there is a major lack of mutual respect from players and management, Anelka was tossed out of the camp and the players subsequently refused to train and so on and so on. 1998 champions and 2006 runner-ups are not even close to championship calibers. Even if they advance, they will be kicked out easily with a much disciplined squad.

4. South Africa: I had very little knowledge about Bafana Bafana except for the fact that their vet striker Benny McCarthy didn't make the final squad and of course Pineaar from our rival team Everton. Given the home crowd pressure they did quite well in the opener with Mexico, a bit unlucky not to have taken the 3 points. They simply had no answer to the brilliance of Forlan in the 2nd game and the nasty sounds of vuvuzelas were shut down a bit prematurely. It would be interesting to see if the Brazilian manager Parreira would stay after the cup to build up for future or he will be sacked or leave and instability would continue as it does in many aspects in Africa--sadly.

Group B
5. Argentina: A star-studded squad and one of the strong favorites to win the cup with the likes of Messi, Hiquain, Veron, Milito and more. The short chubby man who sports an unfamiliar beard on the sideline of Argentina, yes none other than Saint Diego Armando with his unique passion and jests is as noteworthy as the quality of the football that Argentina displays. How much he contributes to the tactical game and how much respect the superstars of today lay on him is another question. They have won all the games with relative ease nonetheless and will presumably carry on until semis at least.

6. South Korea: They have defended the dignity of football in Asia by showing a fast and attractive football compared to their peers. They will definitely advance from their group and the extent of their success could be limited down the stretch as the tournament fatigue will take its toll on their bodies.

7. Greece: Not much to say here really, they are too boring and maybe aging and don't display much, they seem to be lost in the WC hype: a mere shadow of former European champions.

8. Nigeria: One of the disappointments so far. Their biggest mistake came from hiring the sacked Swedish manager Lars Lagerbäck after the failure in the African cup; a man who had literally no managing experience outside Sweden and has led his country's team to mediocre results in the past years, failing to qualify to this year's cup among them. He could induce some discipline to the Nigeria but he is far too weak, conservative, boring and has no charisma to fit with the diversity of Nigeria.

Group C
9. Slovenia: I have got nothing to say about them and haven't seen anything particular about them neither. However, as strange as it may sound, they seem in the best shape to advance from their group for the time being.

10. USA: My most favorite underdogs: they work hard and are well structured. They show reasonable tactical and technical quality at times and everyone underestimates them. By rough assumption you could say that football came to US in 1994 when WC was held there and given this 16 years, they have come along way in the international stage; something that many countries with richer football history have not managed to pull off. Interesting to see how they will do in the last group game. They were also ripped from a crucial goal by referee's mistake which can prove costly for their fate in WC.

11. England: My favorite team in WC has performed far from expectations. They have every element to succeed to the best and fail miserably at the same time. From bad luck and injuries and non-related football issues (manager-player relationship not at its optimum level seemingly and Capello being a very special person with possibly different mindset than English players doesn't make this easier) to keeper's incredible gaff and the superstars who are lost in the shadow of WC. Nevertheless, even if they manage to advance from group stage, they seriously lack world class strikers (other than Rooney who is yet to deliver) and this can cause them massive problems.

12. Algeria: Labeled possibly the dirtiest team in WC has performed quite OK so far. Funny thing that it seems most people don't even consider them as African team since they are not as 'black' as the likes of Ghana, Nigeria and etc. They still have a chance to advance from group stage but I have hard time seeing them beyond that as they lack quality and many more.

Group D
13. Ghana: The most successful 'African' team so far with a narrow win over Serbia and a draw with Australia. The loss of star player Essien has not shown any damage for the time being but it is very difficult to predict how they do in the next rounds.

14. Germany: The youngest squad in the cup impressed everyone by thrashing Aussies 4-0 in the opener but they fell short in a intense match against Serbia. They play a very versatile and beautiful football now--uncanny of effective and rather dull style of the Germans and they have great potential to advance as far as semis.

15. Serbia: I've got not much to say about them like Slovenia, very solid and physically strong team that is not and easy opponent for anyone.

16. Australia: After a massive loss to Germany, no one is taking them seriously or bothers about them 'Groos'. I think I will do the same.

Sunday, May 30, 2010

Rock with Punk

Playlist VII.

1. "Know Your Enemy " Green Day
2. "Celebrity Skin" Hole
3. "mOBSCENE" Marilyn Manson
4. "Sabbotage" Beastie Boys
5. "Bleed It Out" Linkin Park
6. "Hit That" Offspring
7. "Rollin" Limp Bizkit
8. "Breathe" The Prodigy
9. "Hate to Say I Told You So" The Hives
10. "Walking Contradiction" Green Day

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Vater und sohn 2

Stuck in the past

A series of incidents and my natural reactions to them have made me realize that I, as well as many others, are somehow stuck firmly in our past: a past which is not much far in time and was not so pleasing at times. Things that didn't have much value to me e.g. my childhood library, my stamp collection and white mulberries to say the least (all refer to previous posts) seem now so invaluable that I would give anything - not exactly anything but you get the point - to have some of those things back. A friend of mine has the same feeling towards the cartoons that we used to watch on TV, another with dubbed movies and those familiar voices, my brother has his own nostalgic obsessions and so on. I am fully aware of the fact that due to the nature of all human beings, we start to value or miss more the things upon losing them, that I can buy. But on the other hand, I think that our lives have become much better compared to past, I myself feel that I have got more freedom, independence, more economical ability and etc. We've got internet and computers everywhere and they facilitate our lives to massive scales compared to past, everyone's got cell phones and communication and accessibility is much easier. Yet the question is still hanging in there: Why "the grass was greener, the light was brighter, the taste was sweeter..."?

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

White mulberries

Walking in the corridor, a distant memory hit me like thunderbolt out of nowhere. I remember that back in the days when it was summer and we had 3 months of holidays, it was the season for different fruits and one, which I miss a lot among others, was white mulberries. The small fruit shops used to make a big pile of them in the store and have a electric fan just beside them blow away all the flies and bees. Buying them in a plastic freezer bag, taking them home and wash them properly with cold water, rinse them in colander and...simply enjoy them. the smell, the taste...oh man! Some were really ripe i.e. greener, a bit harder to bite and less taste, some were really sweet, very soft (almost too soft) and creamy color...ah those summers!

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Taxi for RB?

I had decided not to say anything more about the outcome of this season and my beloved reds. However, reading a post by R. Robson made me quote the most sensible line, regarding our manager, here: "If life is like a box of chocolates then Rafa is the poor fella holding the coffee cream."

What can I possibly say?

The post itself, very rich and worth reading, can be found here.

35

Two days ago, I turned 35 and...ehum....I think it is fair to say that I am having a clean, text book definition and neat mid-30 life crisis! :-)

Interested to know more? Well, you have to buy me substantial beers to let you in :-)

Happy 35 birthday to me!